Bitty,
Infertile.
The doctor used that word today for the first time. My hormone levels haven't changed with the 100mg Clomid. Not a budge. He told me we could try the 100mg again, but he sounded doubtful. The next step is a specialist, a fertility specialist at the University of Utah. Which means $. I'm just scared, kiddo. What if my body isn't meant to carry a baby? I won't ask myself "What if I can't be a mommy?" because, I told you before, I'm not gonna give up. If someone else has to build you, then so be it. You'll have my heart, even if you don't have my eyes.
~mommy
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